"Occured to me the other day
You’ve been gone now a couple years
well, I guess it takes while
For someone to really disappear
And I remember where I was
When the word came about you
It was a day much like today
the sky was bright, and wide, and blue"
—

“goodbye” by patty griffin

a couple years…is that how long it takes?  or will i ever be used to it?  i miss you jennifer.  you were my best friend and only big sister.  it isn’t right without you around. you would have loved all this attention though.  you are a celebrity.  i wonder if you ever knew how many people loved you and how many lives you changed.  i didn’t.  i love you so much.  i know you still love me too.  i will love you forever.